so subtly obvious
so painfully clear
what i want [and desire]
so intimately close
to what i truly need
so scaringly vulnerable
to falling and failing
to crying and hurting
even to be broken once in a rare while
but i have to be true
no, not to You
but to me, first
and you, to you first
i will not look for you
but I hope to find you
don't want to love you
but i'd love to share with you
what has been painfully clear
and beautiful
and true
all along
what i say now really doesn't need to make sense anymore
neither does every single word or image in this blog !
what's important IS
everytime i share something - anything !
in this blog
I just feel F_____g Good !
after !
a thousand pounds lighter - even
but is that possible ? ???
{ considering I weigh less than 160 lbs. } ha ha ha
i will enjoy my life
even if it kills me
we all gonna die anyway
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